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...Success is Everywhere...Disguised as Imperfection...
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- Hometown:
- Nelson
- Relationship Status:
- Single
- About Me:
- 'SO BLESSED'
I’m so blessed, even if I cant see it.
I’m so blessed, if still I don’t believe it.
I’m so blessed, if I wanna wish my life away.
I’m so blessed…even if I wanna steal it,
I’m so blessed…if still to numb to feel it.
I’m still blessed…if I think something’s in the way.
Cos the peace is between the pages,
Of my mental story that rages.
like a Quiet cat, that lays softly in the sun.
It’s the sacred in every moment,
That my mind has less involvement.
Theres No more waiting for…What Has Begun.
Im So Blessed.
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'Blessed' is being used to capture the concept of 'there being no more'.
"So Blessed" is not culture specific regarding a western religious inclination.
"So Blessed" is a phrase that only reflex what context ive been brought up in.
For if i was buddist or indian id have different linguistic content from context download, and thus a different culturally specific phrase to capture and articulate something beautiful that transends all cultural expressions.
"So Blessed" means 'all is now'....
"i am enough"..."there is no more to complete me"
"So Blessed" is being used to antidote the incessant mental commentry that can create a deficit, with the belief that "there is more to complete me". Or "I must get 'there'?!...for salvation!"
"so blessed" champions conceptual completion, by insisting that the psychodynamics of words and meanings used...gives force to the virtual reality of the minds cyber space.
which is a conceptjunky brainstorming way of approximating the idea that "focus determines reality".
"So Blessed" is an anti-virus to the default mood of "need more" or "not enough".
For our linguistic strings of words can create a deficit in thought and feeling.
"according to your faith {belief} be it unto you" 'jesus'.
"lose the label and lose the phenomena" 'budda'.
The truth will set you free.
test CONCEPTS for causality.
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Sunshine poet
What a glorious gig…………The magic just grows.
Where the meaning is made………At the alchemist show.
He’s got a new line glowing bright
He’s the sunshine poet peddler pushing light.
He just says he knows! And it all unfolds
He just says he can And he moves his feet and hands
What a marvelous feat………just the cheek of the act.
By the skin of the teeth…………the mind acrobat…
Is gotta new line glowing bright
He's the sunshine poet peddler pushing light.
He just says he knows! And it all unfolds
He just says he can And he moves his feet and hands
His white light knows…And the evening glows,
While the earth brown holds him down.
In his Star ship chest…Milky way full breast.
He's making joy from……sorrow blest.
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I’m a tenor vocalist, lyricist, and soloist singer songwriter. Recording and performing music in Nelson NZ.
I have a bigger vision tho…
A Mental Health project...a ‘big niggle’ in my imagination.
An urging of my spirit...
A converging of passions. Music and Spiritual Psychology.
To make mental mechanics visable.
Manefesting in an empowering and educational audio visual that helps minds with ownership of its causal activity and unconscious conclusions etc.
I’m wanting a real-time projection of 'image-word parallal' visuals, while I’m playing live, to convey psychodynamics and the causal power of thought and words and unconscious 'mental glosserys' and 'meaning welds' and misassociations.
my motto is:
"MASTER MEANING...OR MEANING WILL,
MASTER YOU and LEAVE YOU ILL"
I coined this phrase from years of pain under the Tyranny of a paradigm,[operating system/theoretical frame work/mental associative construct/matrix] that was relative to the data downloaded in my life vire my perceptions as a child and young adult.
My fledgling ability to interpret introductory life situations and experiences realistically, resulted in deluded conclusions.
Anxiety...Fear.
[Fear is information missing].
These gaps, missing information, limited data, or misconstrued stimulus defined me.
It said to me that its information was true...and enough to conclude with, and act on.
Suppose thats called learning and trial and error ;-]
anyway...One dimension [mind] and its Partial and misconstrued information, secretly and invisably constrained and defined me.
With its convincing mental commentary.
Its limited small box resources said it was true.
Thats the concept of 'The Matrix'.
And I stayed loyal to...
it.
cos I assumed its inerrancy.
Believed its vail over my eyes.
Its trance and spell of all id learned...before i had any choice in learning anythig else...or different.
Not untill i differentiated myself from my mind,
[cos it was giving me so much trouble]
was i freer like neo of the matrix
to flex my world...
rather than it flex me.
to take control of 'CODE'.
Thus-> "MASTER MEANING...OR MEANING WILL,
MASTER YOU and LEAVE YOU ILL"
Not until i stopped getting my identity from what my mind said about me and things,
was I able to manage the dynamics of dispair, disappointment, fear, paranoia or guilt etc.
Less consumed by an involuntary emotional experience, fueled by the minds dynamics,[see quantum physics]
but slowly more of an observer...
of a bio-computer...that i pityed...and had compassion on.
In a world that I wasnt very well equipt for, and kept getting wrong,
I experienced crippling emotions and disappoinment.
Flowing from invisable centres within me,
that i hadnt autherised.
Matrix of Meaning. [Internal system of association/evaluation]
It sits like a virus in my files.
my mind.
Anger and frustration haunted me.
As I took my percieved failures and limitations on as an identity.
As i internalised the 'imperfection' and labeled myself with the disheveled and painful outcomes of learning.
Now I know there is a Matrix to fight,
Its the associations of the mind that say,
Hi/Low, Good/Bad, can/cant Black/White.
so what do things mean,
at any moment?
Why do I conclude,
this or that way and own it?
Do I believe a bullet of meaning bent,
on bringing me down,
without my consent?
put it down,
and back away.
from the meaning,
stored internally.
master meaning
or meaning will.
master you
and leave you ill.
The truth will always set me free.
So I keep testing concepts for causality!
'Conceptjunky'
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I still experience my 'mental habitual addictions' and 'default moods' everyday, that create despair.
And i still suffer the pain
or culmination/sum, of habitual choices.
As eckhart tolle said: love is seeing the formless.
we are not our form, our machine of mind and body...tho we have to deal with its physicalitys and its outcomes...based upon its choices and the data that was available for choices.
conceptjunky
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Now regarding the audio visual project i have a vision of- I want the visual art running in perfect time to the individual words and concepts in the lyric...so as to augment the 'meaning' of the concepts in the song.
im trying to get beyond the restrictions of internal glosserys in paradigm.
The visual art I’m after is 'technical imagery'?
representational of physics of mind.
Teaching Illustration so that it can communicate concepts about the invisible physics of the mind more intuitively, or less reliant on the other persons vocabulary. big ask. fantasy?
The thing about one fantacy over another, is that one fantacy can actually be the agent and activation of the empowering abstract world of concepts, that can slowly undermine A 'less empowering' world of concepts/programm of another fantacy running in ones original operating systems dimensions.
At the end of the day we know that ultimately were still just juggling the minds deficiet with the minds deficiet. stones with stones hoping for diamonds.
thats the nature of mind.
mind is just mind.
mud is mud.
skin is skin
What can we get out of
what were lookin in?
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anyway....
I’m after pictures and morphed mulitmedia.
to run real time to words like;
"the peace is between the pages,
of my mental story that rages".
So I’m looking for visual representation of ideas,
and individual words and concepts.
Peace, pages, story, rages, for example.
Is there an image for every word in our minds?
Can we create them? Is this really what’s needed or most effective?
check out: http://www.ted.com/index.php/talks/david_bolinsky_animates_a_cell.html
where a medical illustrator uses CGI to show the world of cellular miricles going unnoticed in the dark closet of our walking ash bag;-]
Visual language to augment the message.
Its going to take time to work out how the 'music' and ‘illustrative/representational art’ will combine, morphe and synogise to delineate and empower!
How beautiful are the feet of those that bring good news.
To communicate something beautiful to think upon...
with respect to the laws of attraction.
to aide ownership and responcibility.
For the purposes of mental health and evolution into greater places of awareness, understanding and conflict resolution.
peace.
Can we get beyond the limits of words and categorys?
yeah...by realising thats what we do all the time...to start using them less...and edit our responce before we speak...and slowly disassociate our identity with our mind...and its noise...that causes separation and defence and fear ;-]
"All battle is misunderstanding"
" a ploy perceived...is a battle thwarted"
so heres to 'more than mechanistic thought'.
cos theres MORE
than the limits of THOUGHT available...
to think with.
cheers
Conceptjunky
- Website:
- http://conceptjunky.com
- Favorite Music:
- smooth lounge funky soothing cruzy inspiring stuff plus raw acoustic stuff and some heavy metal. And much else that fits the spectrum of human emotions.
- Favorite TV Shows:
- dont watch TV.
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